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Holds back no one

Ending a relationship is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream.” “We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. We have to admit that love doesn’t give us the license to own a person.  This is what love means… sacrifice.”

“Often times we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we’ve stopped loving them or we’ve stopped to care.  Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.”

“Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can’t have them, but it’s worse when you thought you didn’t want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can’t live without them.”

“Deep in my heart, I’m suffering, knowing that I’ve lost you. On the outside, I’m living, pretending that I’ve forgotten you.””A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain.And, when you finally let go, you’re free from any pain, but your hands are empty.”

“How can I promise you forever when tomorrow is so far away from me?

How can I dry your tears when I have a bleeding heart inside of me? How can I ever forget you when your name is etched so deep within me?”

“They say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises again…

I say lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is, the sun will always set again.”

“A heart breaking isn’t always as loud as a bomb exploding.. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling.. And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you..”

“Who do you run to when the only person who can make you stop crying, is exactly the one who is making you cry?”

“True love is like ghosts, which everyone talks about and few have seen.”

“Love cures people, both the ones that give it and the ones who receive it.”

“Only as high as you reach, can you grow. Only as far as you seek, can you go. Only as deep as you look, can you see. Only as much as u dream, can you be”

“Life is not always a matter of holding good cards, but sometimes of playing a poor hand well.”

“If you don’t have a plan for yourself, you’ll be a part of someone else’s.”

“If the ladder is not leaning against the right wall, every step we take just gets us to the wrong place faster.”

“The great dividing line between success and failure can be expressed in six words; I do not have the time.”

“God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference”

“Do not take the path well traveled, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail for others to follow.”

“I’m lost, I’ve gone to look for myself. If I should return before I get back, please ask me to wait.”

Life isn’t juz wat we think it’ll be.  Life aint fated.  Yet it isnt in your hand.

Love don’t make the world go round. It makes the world Upside down

” Those that are yours will be yours. Needn’t insist on having them. Those that aren’t yours will never belong to you & needn’t weep over them.”

” A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.”

” The saddest thing to do is to let go of the person you love to another and have to act happy while you’re actually crying inside.”

” Never say goodbye when you still want to try – Never give up when you still feel you can take it – Never say you don’t love that person anymore when you can’t let go.”

It felt like you’re in a 3rd dimension world whenever it turned dark. It’s the worst night mare and it never fail to burst out. Was it really so hard for two person to get together!

 

如果你不爱一个人, 请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种.
但别让自己成为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

如果她開始報怨嫌棄
如果她不再表示關懷
如果她不再為你設想
回頭思考自己曾付出多少

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害, 我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,  我选择沉默 ;
如果沉默是一种伤害, 我选择离开 .

如果失去是苦 你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦 你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦 你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦 你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

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My Holiday Plan N Schedule

2013 August 6~11 Hong Kong

2013 August 14 – Training at Bras Besar Bayview hotel

2013 August 28 – Training at SMU

2013 September 27~October 8 – Korea

2013 October 18-20 – Company D & D at Port Dickson

2014 February 28-March 9 – Singapore


女生要的其實很簡單 陪伴 與 安全感

Sevf5


惹男友生氣 最開心了

BoldW


That’s so me

ThatsMe


一天壹蘋果:誰說女人不好色 色女郎

I own the one at 46mins ^ ^


My greatest regret

I have been with my boyfriend for more than 6 years and I’m unhappy that he’s been visiting social site and creating accounts to look around and finding chance to know other girls.

Although he treats me well but i can’t accept the habit that he’s been keeping pictures of…

Last summer I mentioned to him that I get to know a guy from apps which i encouraged him to create an account (but he refused to) since he mentioned to me that he wish to know local girl as he’s been feeling upset that we can’t be like other couple going out on weekends coz we considered long distant. I think that’s the best way for him to know girls who lives near to him.

He let me go as I told him that I really liked that guy.

My bf would still find chance to talk to me even if he knows that i won’t reply, telling me what he’s been doing and the jobs that his boss passed to him and also about his family and stuff.  In the past, He would close down or delete all the shit that I found out if he knows I’d be unhappy with.

After sometimes I realize that this guy has got the same habit as my bf.  I’m aware from the very first time that i know him.

He got lots of apps and he’s capable to know new girls. He continued to chat up other girls after he told me he liked me!!! I was wondering how many girls had he told to…

He even sent his photos to other girls, blocked me on CUBIE and told me he deleted CUBIE

DELETED = UNINSTALL

There’s no way you can delete, the word should be Uninstall

He’s been trying hard to keep that girl on FB even if i pressured him to remove.

I was so upset and cried when i know him chatting with other girls but what can i do, I can’t stop him

I was never able totally have the guys heart to me, they always belonged to everyone else except me.

My greatest regret was giving my number to him. I would rather stayed with my bf than to getting hurt from an extra meaningless people.

What’s the point of having another same habit guys!

We don’t look like couple when we go out, more like a friend.

Many things about him attracted me, his voice, the look in his eyes, his eye-lid, his smile, his lips, his body, his chest, his height, his weight!!, his brag, non-drinker, non-smoker, non-clubber, to me he’s good in bed

My main purpose on the apps is just to look around and receiving message and I never wish to know anyone from there, no contact, no exchange of anything and not interested at all.

And I can guaranteed that he’s still on going getting to know new girls.

My intuition tells me that he don’t really like me as i thought it was.

I have hope for this guy but he really disappoint me.

My mum suddenly seems to like this guy and she would reprimand me when she saw us quarrelling.

She also support me going out with him even if my sister stops me…

He will find me only when he’s happy, and when he’s unhappy with me he will find other girls and can ignore me for days. There was once he ignored and throw me aside for 3 weeks.

Now that he wants to keep and afraid his wechat girls to know that he got gf and he can ignore whatever i says….

Not only wechat, LINE as well. He does what I’ve predicted. Lie to me that he accidentally Deleted LINE Account, Kick me out of his LINE & re-register!

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I’m cautious & I never want to be dragged into a meaningless r/s

He shouldn’t tell me that he likes me when he don’t mean it at all & caused me feeling insecure & more lonely than before.

Now than I realize I’m only one of the girl from social site to him and not his favorite girl.

Though we don’t contact anymore,  I’d still cry at night on my bed that he cheated me & getting to know new girls.

I don’t feel that upset when I found out my bf cheated me.

But I gets so depress,  no mood to work & I’d flaunt over small matters when I’m upset over this guy. I think I really love him.

After I gets to know him, I’m not interested to talk to any other guys

I never response to those guy who wanna ask me out

I’m happy whenever i get the chance to see him

I miss everything we do together….

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